Things you cannot say with your mouth…

DJ, Could you play me Mr Man… Record our little dance on the floor.

So Thanks to Spotify, I discovered Fave and she’s amazing!
Her songs are quite intentional possessing depth.
So I randomly heard this lyrics somewhere and it never left my head…
This is because it describes me. I feel I’m that guy with special ability with words. I feel I write better than I speak. I rather just write my thoughts and feelings rather than saying them. I’m better narrating in text than in sound. Weirdly I speak well, with a good accent they say…
I’m that guy that’d rather text Frances instead of saying to her…

My Sapphire…
In different shades of flames you exists
Rugged to the core, diamonds compete with you.
Your determination is soul piercing
Priceless, you are… Your beauty and blue elegance inspire
In the depth of your red heart is saucy and sassy one I’m becoming fond of.
Within the flamy essence of your nature is the winter soldier I do not want to tell you I’m proud of.
My Sapphire
Frances La Belle
Still you are…

Currently in my music shuffle, I’m listening to Johnny Drille and Simi’s song Hallelujah. I am that guy who’d rather stalk than talk. I am still that guy who wrote 10 stanzas of poem inspired by his first crush.
PS: So far, experience has not been on my side whenever I admit a crush feeling. Now don’t go on feeling or being judgemental, I fit break your head.
First time I admitted a crush feelings with spoken words, it was sort of neutral even though the girl admitted she had actually been waiting for the moment. I guess the neutrality expired and I nearly got into trouble with the girl. Soon, the girl began to avoid me until Heaven paved a way for her dreams of staying away from me as good as she could. She soon moved away and I didn’t get the chance to ask what wrong I did. I still can’t ’cause we’re not in touch.
Don’t feel sorry for me though😅
The other (two) times I ever did was with writen and spoken words

I’m that guy who’d rather melt or fix a heart with written words than spoken words. Many times when I’ve got to say these words out loud, I want to say them from my notes. I think this has made a sort of hold in me going into Spoken Words (Psalms), I feel I don’t know how to cram.

Conventionally, it’s the guy that’s supposed to ‘start’ the friendship or relationship stuff. I’ve always wondered why! Why has it got to be the guy who speaks to the lady of his intents and emotions? Why do guys have to be the starting point while the ladies just stay there and ‘burn’ for the guy, staying mute. Let’s say it finally happens, things get so beautiful and then she waits asking questions… Is he not going to take me to his parents? Aren’t we going to talk about marriage? Some ladies feel if they admit their feelings to a guy, they’d probably be taken for granted. (Not me though… However I’d tell you to chill)

Listening to the song and hearing Fave say that is just so beautiful. There’s just this understanding I get from it. With writing, I can pour out my heart creatively but beautifully.

So sometimes, I do not want to tell you how I feel with my mouth, I want to tell you with my hands.

Am I in a relationship? Nope. Ever been in one? Nope. So what then? I guess this was wasn’t to entertain you and but to help you see perculiarities with people. Writers perhaps. So incase you feel your writer friend is weird, this is an explanation.
If times and seasons were right, I’d say this piece is for dear future …
But since it got to you, I hope you enjoyed it!
Thank you!

PS: My Fave’s song is Beautifully